More of me in Your Spirit

This week my life was interrupted by an uninvited guest.

I must confess I did not live up to the name of our Lord, Jesus. Oh God, forgive me! It was because of my past hurts, my fatherless children, I put all the blame upon them. I know I should not! Like the Chinese saying, I should not use a bamboo to hit the whole ship of people.... But I just want to be honest with myself and I found difficulty in worshipping my Lord this week, because of this hidden sin.....

Struggling at the edge, I turn to my bible tonight. Here, comes His words. Indeed I deserve His spanking, but I thank God for that!

"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." ..........Ephesians 4:31-32

Oh Dear God,
Indeed, harbored sin interferes with Your Spirit circulation. Lord, I confess my sin to You now. O God, I truly want to leave all my past hurts onto Your Holy feet and not to take back some. I know it will be hurting along the way, but I want to seek healing by You and not men. Lord, forgive me that I ignore You this week. I want to restore and reconcile with You.. Lord, help me to remove the hatred in me and empower me with a forgiving heart. Lord, I want to let Your Spirit to have more of me....I need to be filled by Your Spirit once again and run deep into Your grace....... Amen