Monday, January 28, 2008

Daunting weekend....

Saturday medical check up left me daunting over the weekend. The report review showed that i have a heart problem. In the midst of seeking second opinion this week, alot of questions surface and i start pondering.....

The first thing in my head was i dont want to die... i have my kids to raise, my dogs depend on me.... I have not found someone who love me and willing to be a partner for the rest of life.... i have not met my maple friends... my good buddies that play the game together.... i have not care enough for my mum..... there are many things i have not done and they are many more questons..... but all without answers.....