爱一人

i rec'd this from a buddy...and i like this very much although it makes me tears a little... a little sad... :"(

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

meeting God during lunch......

no lunch kaki today.. so i walk around..and aimlessly walk into this Mount zion bookshop.. cant remember what i see.. i saw this 3 lines :-
glad in hope.. quiet in trouble.. and pray all the time.. Romans 12:12..

its verse 1212 ,, so easy to remember.. so back office, i go to the bible gate way to see what exactly are these verses... I search all the translations, it did not exactly match the above lines, but almost the same....

suddenly, my eyes are filled with tears... i feel God's presence so strong.... its seems He is talking to me ... lately..i cursed so much on someone,, and you know who this person is.... right now.. the words are staring at me..i feel so bad and ashame.... indeed... i should not have and will not do it again....

if i read further from verse 12 to verse 19..... tats what God telling me.. LEAVE IT TO HIM !!!! AMEN !!


12 When you hope, be joyful. When you suffer, be patient. When you pray, be faithful. 13 Share with God's people who are in need. Welcome others into your homes.

14 Bless those who hurt you. Bless them, and do not call down curses on them. 15 Be joyful with those who are joyful. Be sad with those who are sad. 16 Agree with each other. Don't be proud. Be willing to be a friend of people who aren't considered important. Don't think that you are better than others.

17 Don't pay back evil with evil. Be careful to do what everyone thinks is right. 18 If possible, live in peace with everyone. Do that as much as you can.

19 My friends, don't try to get even. Leave room for God to show his anger. It is written, "I am the One who judges people. I will pay them back,"—(Deuteronomy 32:35) says the Lord. 20 Do just the opposite. Scripture says,
"If your enemies are hungry, give them food to eat.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
By doing those things, you will pile up burning coals on their heads." —(Proverbs 25:21,22)

21 Don't let evil overcome you. Overcome evil by doing good.

life is unpredictable and vulnerable......

well.. not raally a good year its seems for 2009
i have been attended a few wakes already....

tonight, going to attend another one.... She is my sister's mother in law... we use to go genting together for a few times...

She was ill for 3 wks,,,and by the time she hospitalised, already too late.. the cancerous cell vastly spreaded to other parts of the organs.. On a life support for the past week.. her children will beside her round the clock..... we visited her last sunday and she knew who we were.. can even tell us, she was not able to see us..

turn around less than one month, we lost her... on the other hand, she suffered less ... not a bad thing afterall... :"(
gonna to miss her ... especially to genting...

life is so unpredictable and vulnerable....

Meeting for the 1st time in 30 years ! KSTS 2E1

indeed, i have had a wonderful time yesterday meeting with my sec2 gals...
some of the gals have not even met after we left school..
So, can you imagine the excitment of meeting one another for the 1st time in 30 years.. !!!

need God's favour....

another round of lay off yesterday..... and my good frd was one of them.... but i still in shock aftermath of this ....

we have many times shared our struggles as well as gossips and rantings in many ways...Many atimes,, find no strength to go on with so much political @$$oles around... but each time. after we confiding with one another and pray together, we get on with our work...

divine intervention came couple of months ago, as one by one of team member resigned at their own cause... and left her in the team...we both think it will be safe now but in the end.. thats not wat happening... she got lay off yesterday...

so in short, it is not whether you are one man show or not.. it is whether the boss like you or not.. so what if there is OMO, . you can always replaced by another...

sighhhhh.... need to pray for God's favour.. really :( i got four mouths to feed :(

is God's grace....

Lunch time, i bumped into a old friend that i have lost contacted... Both of us were so excited as we held our hands tightly.... We are in the same ship, thats both are single mother raising our kids single-handedly......

As we are sharing our growing pain and joy of our kids...we cannot thank God enough, it is truly God's grace and mercy to provide us everything that we needed.... Indeed, looking back on those years, cant imagine how we went through the difficult moments... If its not GOD, we were both long gone.........

Psalm 68:5 A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling

for the 1st time.......... i start to ...

hmmmmm for the very 1st time.. i start to like KL...
thou.. the robbery is rampant there, but i think i start to like
the food and the shopping...

KL colleagues always so hospitable... they took me to this restoran
at Jalan Alor... the fried hokkien mee with dark dark soya sauce..
damn good lor... very shiok...

and i tea house i went today.. i just love the ambience...
very chinese tables and chairs, ming dynasty kinda of porcelain utensils... and the chinese bamboo deco..with bird cages hanging around you(but without birds inside :K).... and while you savouring the piping hot dim sum... i just feel myself back into those ancient swordsmen times... just that i wear modern cloths wahahaha....

i will be back there again... KL..love the food.. really...
OMG!!!! i forgot i am on a diet programme AWWWWwwwwwwwwww :"( HOW HOW HOW !!!!