stupid or what !!!

i have just turned down an opportunity for a job interview... am i stupid or what !!

i really don't know. after so many sleepless nights been thinking, should i or should not... i finally come to a point to decide.. that i should not..

plain lazy, complacent with i am doing or just no guts to start new with my age ... i think i am more incline to the latter one....

almost seven yeas in this job and went through changes done to the new system to accommodate the old regime impressed me much... although the system is overly engineered and heavy. i cant deny the technology and the people that make it happen...

seeing many people leaving scare me though..but just got this feeling, the bank will do better and will be recovered soon... i hope my six sense is right and have the right attitude to hang on ...

God, am i doing right? anyway, i have just say NO.. and help me to be strong and wise with what i am doing now .....