My dear darling Doby

Today, i lost my darling Doby....13 years of company, in hardships and in good times...
he will be dearly missed by me and all who loved him .... Doby, i thank God that you did not suffer in pain and leaving this world with valerie jie jie patting you... Surely one day i will meet you again . RIP my dear Doby...

Job hunting season.......

Its mid of September, and i am still sitting at home.. Couple of interviews over the past 2 months after tens of resumes sent out... but was rejected.

A little depressed, yes. But i will continue to look for one.  I still have this positive mind set that i am still able to work for another 5 to 8 good years!

だから、rei-san,　がんばって！

Closing the chapter.......

Finally, the day has come.  Emotionally still mixed, but i am really thankful for the years.
Ten years indeed was a long time for me. But i thank God for keeping me there thus far, provided so many good things for me and for my kids. And of course, a bunch of crazy and wonderful people that i have worked with through the years...  i gonna to miss them......

Another year is over, and welcome 2014!

Its has been a busy year.....busy with my travels i supposed ha ha... The trip to Cambodia is interesting and inspiring. And the red leaves in Kyoto were so beautiful.... Completed my basic hair cutting course and hope to do some good during mission trips or in the communities here...

So, what is next?   Take up my japanese again.  I did not realize it was in 1999, i have my japanese class in JCSS.. I think back then, i have  too much issues in my life that i cannot concentrate on my study. But this time, after 13 years, i will do better with the language. I am sure i will :)

Really looking forward to be back to school in 2014 ha ha !

i have wronged him.........

Now i know why he behaves so unreasonable and temperamental.... until i put all the pieces of puzzles together... i found out that i was painted a picture that put him in a bad shape......

i felt that i have wronged him........ and i also knew that i cannot be like before now, empathizing with her.... Well its not for me to judge, only God knows....

and i always use this chinese saying to council myself when i think of both.....追球自己的辛福没有错。。。。

Japan again.......

The first trip of the year and its Japan again... I just love this country ...  this is the country where i feel safe and secure, not 100 percent, but at least 99.9percent.   i like the way i can roam freely without worrying my bags being snatched, dirty toilets, chaotic traffic.....

April, and the sakura blooming beautifully... Matsumoto is having her full bloom when we arrived.....

happy cny 2013!

Well, first post of the year haha...  yes, all done and ready for snake year...
just cant take my eyes off from these greens, but i dont have a pair of green hands...
All my plants at the corridor are taken by my neighbour who is very good at plants...

I am so so so blessed to have her.... watching over my kids and me, and my plants all these years hahah
i believe this little flat is what HE has planned for me.....

Goodbye 2012

Wow..its has been a while not writing on this page.  Too busy or too lazy i suppose.

Very soon 2012 is over, what have i done for myself this year? Practically nothing except a few travels made. This year is just play and have fun, i guess. Nothing done to improve myself in any ways......

New year resolution? Well, i dont want to make any more haha... But i really want to learn something next year... something that i like and want to do. Take up my japanese class again? or sign up a course on cantonese opera?  I love cantonese opera, maybe my past life is one of them , i guess haha.

Job is still fill with uncertainties, seeing colleagues from the old regime gone one by one, it hurts..

Seriously, i dont know what will happen next year..., but to count one day at a time and do what i am doing, and i loving it ...  

Both the kids are now young adults. Thank God for His mercy and grace. Without Him, i dont think i can raise them alone.... I pray to God for them, as they mature, may our Lord continue to guide and keep them.... and i pray one day, they come to know God deeper and set their hearts for Him.....

May 2013 be a year for me to be back in God's house and a fulfilling year.....

yo yo at dragon fly ....

it has been decades into this kinda of places... its not as bad as i thought.  infact, i did enjoy !

the green tea with chivas is just too good ! i love it !

my new toy....

bought this new toy after taking my good report !
cant wait to test it out.. and the bread is superlicious !!

What an experience!

Just for the peace of my mind, i went ahead with the MRI.  Quite an experience going through this machine...A bit nervous, but i keep telling myself i wont die because of this !  Still, i did not open my eyes while i am inside the tube.....

Well, i did what i can here, pray that report is clean and i can continue to find other ways to help my tinnitus....

Acupuncture

i have never done this before.... but i did the 2nd time today...
not that painful now and i hope it really helps me to relief my giddiness and headaches cause
by my tinnitus....

although the western medical claims that there is no cure for this, but the TCM think otherwise....

Whatever it may be.. at least i try everything i can do, the rest leave it with God !

Depressed.....

the moment i know the ringing noise in my head is called tinnitus.... i searched the web for answers and cure.... but there is no cure at all...

checked around with friends, i am surprised some of them are living with them, they have accepted and cope with it....

i am afraid of night fall.... i cant sleep.... God help me !

Happy Mother's Day!

A nice bouquet of lilies to me from my gal..... to wish me a happy mother's day!  Again cant thank God enough for the kids, no, no more kids, they are young adults now... i just want to pray for God's mercy and grace to be upon them and also, His guidance in their lives... 

Renovation completed

April is gone , and the study area , store room and the glass door for the kitchen is up... Finally renovation for this little place is done ... Really like the study desk and after so many years, this is the best i have for myself...  thats enough for now, probably 2 years later, to renovate my son's room ! while he is away for national service :)