my mum's salvation is done !! halleluyah !!!

look at this lovely key chain that my mum got from Grace Assembly....
and she told me she wan to accept Christ as her personal savior today...

though she suffered badly from dementia.. but i still dont wan to take it lightly,, i prayed for her immediately.. and my dear young sister video taped it...

however, my sinner prayer is really rough in mandarin..but bottom line is, she say YES !!.....

Praise God for all his works....

last dae in mcnair road...

We have a a carnival today in the church.....this is to mark the last day that in this place.. Next month, we are moving to a new place at Paya lebar.. well, its rather far for me... sighhhh...

nevertheless, really have had a good time with friends there..i took a couple of nice fotos.... see, thats Rui, my god son... still remember vividly, that when we were very new in this church..he and timmy immed became good buddies..and one night, he said he wants to follow me home... i said,, Yes, you can..unless you call me Godma ... that it is... i am his Godma ...

really need to thank God that He provide such a good buddy to timmy and accompany us through these years

100 folds blessings... very interesting....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xHeRiwgaUc&feature=related

i found this my favourite asia one forum.... and it is quite interesting... (bear with it.. it takes 37mins to finish)..

it is not that i against prosperity or i dun wan to be prosperous.. however, when one preach that you give this $$ much and will receive $$ much more or many folds in return... then, deep inside my bones, there is something wrong with the preaching....

i was once loved to read a female author who writes very good books...but once i see her preach on the tv.. i immediately sensed soemthing is not quite right... i cannot get pass myself and concur with what she said...

i have since dumped her books .......

damn siannnnn

mum's dementia getting worse each day.... especially after she knew about
her 'ching gay' passed away..

lately she has been very suspicious over every little thing.. scolding us on the phone that we want to harm her, take away her things.. especially after her money...

at the age of 80.. should be a leading a peacful and happy life with all her daughters and grand children around her... but it dont seems to be the case...

i dont think i am coping well with her.. knowing that she is sick,, sometimes, i still raised my voice to her.. after that i felt very bad again... really dont know how to handle her...

and looking her cursing and swearing each of us ...... my heart very painful...
she is going to live in hatred until she hand over the i/c.........

爱一人

i rec'd this from a buddy...and i like this very much although it makes me tears a little... a little sad... :"(

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

meeting God during lunch......

no lunch kaki today.. so i walk around..and aimlessly walk into this Mount zion bookshop.. cant remember what i see.. i saw this 3 lines :-
glad in hope.. quiet in trouble.. and pray all the time.. Romans 12:12..

its verse 1212 ,, so easy to remember.. so back office, i go to the bible gate way to see what exactly are these verses... I search all the translations, it did not exactly match the above lines, but almost the same....

suddenly, my eyes are filled with tears... i feel God's presence so strong.... its seems He is talking to me ... lately..i cursed so much on someone,, and you know who this person is.... right now.. the words are staring at me..i feel so bad and ashame.... indeed... i should not have and will not do it again....

if i read further from verse 12 to verse 19..... tats what God telling me.. LEAVE IT TO HIM !!!! AMEN !!


12 When you hope, be joyful. When you suffer, be patient. When you pray, be faithful. 13 Share with God's people who are in need. Welcome others into your homes.

14 Bless those who hurt you. Bless them, and do not call down curses on them. 15 Be joyful with those who are joyful. Be sad with those who are sad. 16 Agree with each other. Don't be proud. Be willing to be a friend of people who aren't considered important. Don't think that you are better than others.

17 Don't pay back evil with evil. Be careful to do what everyone thinks is right. 18 If possible, live in peace with everyone. Do that as much as you can.

19 My friends, don't try to get even. Leave room for God to show his anger. It is written, "I am the One who judges people. I will pay them back,"—(Deuteronomy 32:35) says the Lord. 20 Do just the opposite. Scripture says,
"If your enemies are hungry, give them food to eat.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
By doing those things, you will pile up burning coals on their heads." —(Proverbs 25:21,22)

21 Don't let evil overcome you. Overcome evil by doing good.

life is unpredictable and vulnerable......

well.. not raally a good year its seems for 2009
i have been attended a few wakes already....

tonight, going to attend another one.... She is my sister's mother in law... we use to go genting together for a few times...

She was ill for 3 wks,,,and by the time she hospitalised, already too late.. the cancerous cell vastly spreaded to other parts of the organs.. On a life support for the past week.. her children will beside her round the clock..... we visited her last sunday and she knew who we were.. can even tell us, she was not able to see us..

turn around less than one month, we lost her... on the other hand, she suffered less ... not a bad thing afterall... :"(
gonna to miss her ... especially to genting...

life is so unpredictable and vulnerable....

Meeting for the 1st time in 30 years ! KSTS 2E1

indeed, i have had a wonderful time yesterday meeting with my sec2 gals...
some of the gals have not even met after we left school..
So, can you imagine the excitment of meeting one another for the 1st time in 30 years.. !!!