hapi Baby :D

got this young chap who offers grooming at home...
well, not really really pro... but seems baby enjoyed it.. she
wags her tails and give me smiling face whenever i see her..
no stress but relax sia......

but it took 3 hours to cut for her lor... next week,
will be doby's turn... he should be fast, i think, cos
he got less hair.. ^.^

ah yat at tiger mountain

whenever, there are 10 of us at genting...,,, we would like to order the set meal dinner at ah yat abalone resturant.... first it is good and the price is so much cheaper compare back here.... hmmm i am still drooling over the dishes..

Victory at the tiger mountain... HURRAY !!

heheh... one small victory this time.... at the tiger mountain...
4000 points with 5 dragons straight.. so chiok lor.....
once i cash out..i chabok... and stop hunting.. smart right ^^
so hapi...1st time got just a little bit small winnings...

but the return trip was not so nice.. .. the driver sent us to woodlands check point instead of using the tuas link... suppose to be back by 9pm.... we got back at 1130pm..... 5stars tio banned this time.... we going to try 707 for the next one... and as ususal.... being a super complain queen... i make a complaint... wahahhaha

Aug finale - BBQ at labrador park

the finale in aug was the bbq we have had last nite...this was to celebrate yew yew,, my nehphew going to the army next month...

mum was with us the whole nite... think she enjoyed herself and this was her first time that stayed up so late with us....

Post birthdae SURPRISE :D

guess wat !! today, i rec a package from my maple friends (become real friends now, hehe)... a lovely foto frame and card.. really a surprise to me :D i love the frame, cos i love to collect beautiful and cute foto frames... mi foto freak actually, thats why....

and see the OTO sliming belt... the teens and sisters kup together and buy me this... they say, while i am mapling.. i can use that, hope to shake my FATS out whahahah.. ya.. better have lor.. cos, after losing 5 kilos..i cant go down anymore without exercise... :K... i let u know if this is really work !!. i give myself one month to shake this .. kekeke

and lastly,, not to forget the red lipstick.. so seductive..... :D

another birthday dinner

this evening, another birthday celebration for me and my elder BIL ^.^ we went this sakae sushi at trade hub... very nice and cozi japanese style room we have for the 12 of us..... price is reasonably and we have a good time there..... and of course.. some fotos to remember this day .... thank God for all these blessings....

celebrating with loved ones and good friends

wow,,wat a gathering i have for my birthdae today,, my 3rd and 4th sis came also...,, with cell members, my ex BIL and his son too.. ....

indeed.. a good and satisfying meal is none other than to have it with good gathering with my love ones around and my friends... .. and then follow by a good red wine.... hmmmmmm thats life in heaven...

guess, i drank too much, while writing this, i actualy felt a little tipsy....hahahah... but i am really happy... indeed, happiness is not you depend on other one to give.....but to find it within yourself...

simple gathering, simple meal with love ones... tats it,, >> simply happiness.....
thank God for all these......

Died at Mong last nite

my ah gal say me.... kiang tio ho, mai gey kiang.. i go Mong last nite, and died immediately.. lost 10% exp.. sian arrrghhhh

going church with mum

very excited indeed, the very first time, going church with mum..
as we worhsipped God together, i really thank God for his beautiful work....

i must confess, sometimes, i angry with God .. He seem to do nothing for the wrong doing one who go free and happily ever after..., leaving a mess for me to clear... .. but on the other hand, God bless me so much so much in such a way....tats my mum's salvation is done and i believe more will come to the Lord ... thats the chan sisters....

i resigned to the fate that nothing is fair in this world..sometimes, in God's world, you cannot find fairness too... but wonderful work from God .. cannot be denied... and the God we believe, is full of compassion....

mum's 80th birthdae ....

mum was just in time to disccharge from hospital to celebrate her 80th birthdae... we took her to this guilin restuarant for dim sum and chinese dishes.... she was indeed very happy.....

and i was too.... really thankful to God for watching over her.. and during this last part of journey on earth, she has received the best gift from God....

looking forward to bring her to Grace1 this saturday... my third sister is also coming with us too.... i am so so so glad...... tears want to flow liaooooo.......

Bday.. around the corner

my 46th birthday around the corner... guess what !!
my young sister say she will do a big one for me when i am 50th...
thats bring me to discotheque... and boogie all nite...to mark my half centurian day...

i ask why until 50th!!! i wan it NOW !!! she told me there are two reasons for it...
firstly, i am the next one on the line of 50th...(after my elder sis, she is 61 this year)... secondly..most of our children passed 18th by the time i am 50th... so
all can go together...

wow .. wat a planning!! but 4 more years.. very long for me leh!!

anyway..i have already started celebrating.. kbox all nite until to 3am this morning...... ^.^

arrggghhh ...going back to cell group soon.....

hmmm... agree to go back to macpherson cell mid of this month..
but i must admit that i am getting a little ......... :K

i wan to spend more time with my kids, my sisters, my mother..and my frds.. both visual and real world.....

friday... thats my movie and drinking nites with frds... honestly, i sure to bon tang one ..... pse forgive me cell leader...... or join me in movies..
^.^ :D:D:D:D

my mum's salvation is done !! halleluyah !!!

look at this lovely key chain that my mum got from Grace Assembly....
and she told me she wan to accept Christ as her personal savior today...

though she suffered badly from dementia.. but i still dont wan to take it lightly,, i prayed for her immediately.. and my dear young sister video taped it...

however, my sinner prayer is really rough in mandarin..but bottom line is, she say YES !!.....

Praise God for all his works....

last dae in mcnair road...

We have a a carnival today in the church.....this is to mark the last day that in this place.. Next month, we are moving to a new place at Paya lebar.. well, its rather far for me... sighhhh...

nevertheless, really have had a good time with friends there..i took a couple of nice fotos.... see, thats Rui, my god son... still remember vividly, that when we were very new in this church..he and timmy immed became good buddies..and one night, he said he wants to follow me home... i said,, Yes, you can..unless you call me Godma ... that it is... i am his Godma ...

really need to thank God that He provide such a good buddy to timmy and accompany us through these years

100 folds blessings... very interesting....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xHeRiwgaUc&feature=related

i found this my favourite asia one forum.... and it is quite interesting... (bear with it.. it takes 37mins to finish)..

it is not that i against prosperity or i dun wan to be prosperous.. however, when one preach that you give this $$ much and will receive $$ much more or many folds in return... then, deep inside my bones, there is something wrong with the preaching....

i was once loved to read a female author who writes very good books...but once i see her preach on the tv.. i immediately sensed soemthing is not quite right... i cannot get pass myself and concur with what she said...

i have since dumped her books .......

damn siannnnn

mum's dementia getting worse each day.... especially after she knew about
her 'ching gay' passed away..

lately she has been very suspicious over every little thing.. scolding us on the phone that we want to harm her, take away her things.. especially after her money...

at the age of 80.. should be a leading a peacful and happy life with all her daughters and grand children around her... but it dont seems to be the case...

i dont think i am coping well with her.. knowing that she is sick,, sometimes, i still raised my voice to her.. after that i felt very bad again... really dont know how to handle her...

and looking her cursing and swearing each of us ...... my heart very painful...
she is going to live in hatred until she hand over the i/c.........

爱一人

i rec'd this from a buddy...and i like this very much although it makes me tears a little... a little sad... :"(

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

meeting God during lunch......

no lunch kaki today.. so i walk around..and aimlessly walk into this Mount zion bookshop.. cant remember what i see.. i saw this 3 lines :-
glad in hope.. quiet in trouble.. and pray all the time.. Romans 12:12..

its verse 1212 ,, so easy to remember.. so back office, i go to the bible gate way to see what exactly are these verses... I search all the translations, it did not exactly match the above lines, but almost the same....

suddenly, my eyes are filled with tears... i feel God's presence so strong.... its seems He is talking to me ... lately..i cursed so much on someone,, and you know who this person is.... right now.. the words are staring at me..i feel so bad and ashame.... indeed... i should not have and will not do it again....

if i read further from verse 12 to verse 19..... tats what God telling me.. LEAVE IT TO HIM !!!! AMEN !!


12 When you hope, be joyful. When you suffer, be patient. When you pray, be faithful. 13 Share with God's people who are in need. Welcome others into your homes.

14 Bless those who hurt you. Bless them, and do not call down curses on them. 15 Be joyful with those who are joyful. Be sad with those who are sad. 16 Agree with each other. Don't be proud. Be willing to be a friend of people who aren't considered important. Don't think that you are better than others.

17 Don't pay back evil with evil. Be careful to do what everyone thinks is right. 18 If possible, live in peace with everyone. Do that as much as you can.

19 My friends, don't try to get even. Leave room for God to show his anger. It is written, "I am the One who judges people. I will pay them back,"—(Deuteronomy 32:35) says the Lord. 20 Do just the opposite. Scripture says,
"If your enemies are hungry, give them food to eat.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
By doing those things, you will pile up burning coals on their heads." —(Proverbs 25:21,22)

21 Don't let evil overcome you. Overcome evil by doing good.

life is unpredictable and vulnerable......

well.. not raally a good year its seems for 2009
i have been attended a few wakes already....

tonight, going to attend another one.... She is my sister's mother in law... we use to go genting together for a few times...

She was ill for 3 wks,,,and by the time she hospitalised, already too late.. the cancerous cell vastly spreaded to other parts of the organs.. On a life support for the past week.. her children will beside her round the clock..... we visited her last sunday and she knew who we were.. can even tell us, she was not able to see us..

turn around less than one month, we lost her... on the other hand, she suffered less ... not a bad thing afterall... :"(
gonna to miss her ... especially to genting...

life is so unpredictable and vulnerable....

Meeting for the 1st time in 30 years ! KSTS 2E1

indeed, i have had a wonderful time yesterday meeting with my sec2 gals...
some of the gals have not even met after we left school..
So, can you imagine the excitment of meeting one another for the 1st time in 30 years.. !!!

is God's grace....

Lunch time, i bumped into a old friend that i have lost contacted... Both of us were so excited as we held our hands tightly.... We are in the same ship, thats both are single mother raising our kids single-handedly......

As we are sharing our growing pain and joy of our kids...we cannot thank God enough, it is truly God's grace and mercy to provide us everything that we needed.... Indeed, looking back on those years, cant imagine how we went through the difficult moments... If its not GOD, we were both long gone.........

Psalm 68:5 A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling

for the 1st time.......... i start to ...

hmmmmm for the very 1st time.. i start to like KL...
thou.. the robbery is rampant there, but i think i start to like
the food and the shopping...

KL colleagues always so hospitable... they took me to this restoran
at Jalan Alor... the fried hokkien mee with dark dark soya sauce..
damn good lor... very shiok...

and i tea house i went today.. i just love the ambience...
very chinese tables and chairs, ming dynasty kinda of porcelain utensils... and the chinese bamboo deco..with bird cages hanging around you(but without birds inside :K).... and while you savouring the piping hot dim sum... i just feel myself back into those ancient swordsmen times... just that i wear modern cloths wahahaha....

i will be back there again... KL..love the food.. really...
OMG!!!! i forgot i am on a diet programme AWWWWwwwwwwwwww :"( HOW HOW HOW !!!!

timmy's new toy.....

As promised, timmy got his new toy if he got into top 3 in class...
he is 2nd in class this semester.... he is really muscially inclined, and plays it well upon learning from the internet... this is one GOOD genes he need to keep !!

Finally... it paid off after 5 mths of discipline...

finally..the mid year exams results were out...

And Timmy did very well.. he score 9 points L1R4 ..
PoA got 86 marks..that's distinction right !!! THANKS to the tuition centre, and the teacher Mr Koh. This is a extreme make over.

Mr Koh has not only helped Timmy to turn around his marks.. and also, knowing that he is of a single parent home, he actually helped tim on other things..like behaviour, cleanliness and attitudes..... Though timmy has achieved what is targeted this half year, i believe he can still do better...

In fact, he has already made a goal to score better marks in this year end exams.....

5 months of burning off Saturday and Sunday.. paid off finally !! Of course the money i spent on the tuition was also not wasted...And here, not to forget to thank God for His provisions.. Without HIM, nothing can be done !!

i have missed Mother's day, but nvr short change :D

Finally i am back from Delhi. Tired, but a fruitful trip in meeting up with the development team there....

And a present surprise when i got home, a little card and present on my desk from my kids to wish me Happy Mother's day... Yea,, i have missed it over last weekend..... They got me a headphone for my mp3 which i always wanted. And it is in my favourite color - purple....

i always think.. if i have not been a single mum, i wonder how the kids will be growing up in a home, with a dad always out flirting and with excuses for not bringing money back and a mum always crying at home...

Indeed, i thank God for what is right now, and i trust God, He will never short change me....